Five years ago, I was at a memorial. Another suicide. Our third doctor in 18 months.

Everyone kept whispering, “Why?”

That was when I decided I had to find an answer.

So I started counting dead doctors. I left that memorial service with a list of 10. Today I have 757 suicides on my registry.

And I began writing and speaking about why doctors die by suicide and why it’s so often hushed up.

The response was huge: So many distressed doctors (and medical students) wrote and phoned me. Soon I was running a de facto international suicide hotline from my home. To date, I’ve spoken to thousands of suicidal doctors; published a book of their suicide letters; attended more funerals; interviewed hundreds of surviving physicians, families and friends. I’ve spent nearly every waking moment over the past five years on a personal quest for the truth of “why.” Guilt, bullying, exhaustion are big factors. Here are some of the things I’ve discovered while compiling my list and talking to so many people:

– High doctor suicide rates have […]

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